Turbulence

What happens when the people you love most become the source of your deepest wounds?

In Turbulence: A Memoir of Survival, Love, Loss, and Becoming, Amanda Howard shares a deeply personal journey through childhood separation, abandonment, heartbreak, motherhood, loss, faith, and healing.

Raised by loving grandparents while longing for a mother she barely knew, Amanda spent years searching for the stability, protection, and unconditional love she craved. That search led her through difficult relationships, emotional betrayals, financial hardships, and seasons of survival that tested everything she believed about herself.

But Turbulence is not a story about staying broken.

It is a story about rebuilding.

Through faith, perseverance, and an unwavering love for her children, Amanda discovers that healing is possible, peace can follow chaos, and that some of life's greatest storms prepare us for the blessings waiting on the other side.

Raw, honest, and inspiring, Turbulence is for anyone who has ever felt abandoned, betrayed, lost, or emotionally exhausted-and needs a reminder that survival is not the end of the story.

Because even after turbulence, you can learn how to fly again.