When Is Your Time Up?

In writing this book, I had wanted to explore my thoughts and beliefs as
to why I always felt that I was given a number at birth? Was this strictly
in my imaginary mind and not to be considered real? Is there anybody
else that feels the same way as I do? Was it just pure luck, coincidence,
fate, or a guardian angel that was looking after me? Why had I escaped
death on several occasions? Was it my own quick thinking process and
reaction time that was my salvation? Could it possibly be a higher power
imposing HIS will on my body and its destruction time table then
quickly interceding? I couldn't for the life of me, figure out why in the
eminent fate that was to befall me, that I had escaped it grasp? I couldn't
figure out why I had a near death experience, on several occasions, only
still to be here? Was not my number up yet? Was there a Divine power
controlling my life's time table? I needed to realize if I was unique in
this experience or was it happening to others as well, as surely logic and
common sense would say that this is the case. In looking into this quest I
discovered not only had other people had near death experiences but also
other people had actually died. They had came back to life only to tell of
the wonderful experience and the site and the people who had passed on
previously from their life and how it all seemed so real. Is this the circle
of life after death that we all hope for, the connection to eternal life?