Silent Riot

Silent RiotI was only five and sixYou had to take awayMy only innocenceThere was nothing I could sayNothing I could doAbsolutely nothingYou didnt careI was never somethingI was your toyI was your little girlHands were always on meEverything changed in a swirlOnce I was carelessOnce I was freeOnce I was innocentOnce I was meAnger pulses in my veinsHurt pumps my heartRevenge is my only thoughtHate is my artYour hands were always on meI didnt understandThat you were using meI never got a lending handI never got an earI never got an eyeI never had a voiceHer hands are nighI didnt know what to doSo I kept quietHolding everything inI was a silent riotMy dad was workingMy mom was a drunkI had no one to go toMy being sunkI was only five and sixYou put down your crucifixJust to destroy my innocenceAnything left of a childhoodOnce I was vulnerableOnce I was happyOnce I was innocentBut you had to change thatYou couldnt let me goI was your treasureYou had to continueI was your hidden pleasureYou could never let me goNot without a markI had to be your propertyAll light was lostI was confusedAbout the world and lifeYou knew thisI was on the edge of a knifeYou were supposed to be the adultI was the victimYoure a femaleIt was supposed to be himWith the grief at homeAnd at schoolI began to give upI began to drown in the poolI needed an escapeBut I was lostNo one would help meFreezing in the frostI was only five and sixYou threw away your crucifixLust to end a childhoodNothing left to this innocenceNow I seeThe cunt you areBut I still hold a grudgeYour hands went too farI cant forgive and forgetFor what you didMy hear is blackenedBy the touch of your bidYoure the monster that created meYoure the reason I hate meYoure why I have a scorched soulJust die and let me beI was only five and sixYou burned your crucifixLoved to desecrate innocence